i cried myself to sleep.
i woke up.
i cried myself to sleep again. 

Many times I’ve been alone
And many times I’ve cried
Any way you’ll never know
The many ways I’ve tried

i think i have what people call QLC. -_-

• feeling “not good enough” because one can’t find a job that is at one’s academic/intellectual level
• frustration with relationships, the working world, and finding a suitable job or career
• confusion of identity
• insecurity regarding the near future
• insecurity concerning long-term plans, life goals
• insecurity regarding present accomplishments
• re-evaluation of close interpersonal relationships
• disappointment with one’s job
• nostalgia for university, college, high school or elementary school life
• tendency to hold stronger opinions
• boredom with social interactions
• loss of closeness to high school and college friends
• financially-rooted stress (overwhelming college loans, unanticipatedly high cost of living, etc.)
• loneliness
• desire to have children
• a sense that everyone is, somehow, doing better than you

13 out of 16. i AM in trouble. -_-

..for wasting my time and regretting wasting it.