between things that i want and things that i need, which one comes first?

well it depends.

on what?

could be the situation.
could be the mood.
could be the problem.
..could be anything.

it’s a simple question, why not just pick one?

because i’m so used to considering things and taking everything into account when i’m making a choice, a decision, it became hard for me to just choose, to just pick, without doing those considerations and stuffs. i’m so used to see how things interact and influence each other so when it doesn’t need me to do so i.. can’t see the light.

all i got to do is just choose.
this. that. which.
it’s not supposed to be THAT hard,
but why does it actually feels THAT hard?

why? 

one question leads to another question,
and that another question leads to yet another question.
it continues, on, and on, and on.

i’m looking for an answer.
..but myself won’t let me find it.