left behind.

i don’t know what i’m doing.
i don’t know what i want to do.
i don’t know what i need to do.

well, actually i DO know what i want to do.
and i DO know what i need to do.
yet..

..i don’t know. i feel crazy.
i feel stupid. i feel unworthy.
i feel i’m not being thankful.
i feel i’m not functioning like i have to,
like i used to. 

i feel.. confused. 

 

..GOD HELP MEEE!!!