What do friends mean to you?
stranger that no longer a stranger. 
Do you have lotsa good friends around you? What do they mean to you? A shoulder to cry on? A shinesun to live on? or someone you can share both of your happiness and sadness….?
well.. not really. i not good at making new friends and sadly i’m not good at keeping them. they mean a lot of course but there are times when i feel like they’re just obstacles. that’s mean i know but i do ever feel that way. and i regret that.
Why are u so interested to make friends with someone?
What are the things that attract you most to make friends with them? Same hobbies…? Same pain…?
friends who got close with me are actually they who are different in terms of hobbies, things we like, favorite food, etc. i feel comfortable when i’m around them and maybe that’s why i make friends with them.
How can you show them you really want to make friends with them?
like i said before, i’m not good with making friends. most of the time, if i couldn’t say all, they’re the one who did the first move. i do wish i could do that to someone one day.
Have you got someone in your life you really want to be friend with but you got yourself rejected? What did you u say then…? "It’s okay, goodbye now…"?
i’m not sure that’s the case but i did once got left because my friend is not satisfied enough with me. they want me to change the way i am and i object because there’s no way i’m gonna do that. i said take it or leave it and they chose to leave and case closed. it hurts at first but i learn to let go. and now i feel that i actually better off without them.
How can you learn to give each other equally…?
How can you learn to love them just as much as they love u back? How can you love your friends without making yourself a martyr? How can you know that what you’ve done for them are enough…?
those are exactly my problem. i feel like i don’t give as much as they give to me though they said i actually give more to them. but there are also some who said i only want to take but i don’t want to give and that makes me an egotistical. as far as i recall i never actually asked for something and i planned on keeping that. i don’t give because i want to take. i give simply because i want to give.
What about if they crave for more…? What about they want to make you theirs alone? Will it make you fed up with them? Will you feel a pity for them then? Will you push them away… and finally leave them? How can u cure your obsessed friends without hurting their feelings…? Do you even think that far when you still have a bunch of other names in your pocket?
you know what, it actually happened to me. they asked for more. they said i’m not good enough. i said this is the best that i could do. if it doesn’t satisfy you enough there’s nothing i could do. if you want to leave then that’s okay me. if that’s what makes you happy then so be it. there are too much dishonesty and misunderstanding and i’m tired of that so if you think you need to leave, fine. they left.
How do you recognise they are some true friends who really care for you?
they are there. and they will always be. :]
How far will you show your ‘ugly’ self to your friends?
this is also another problem that i got. i don’t let them get close to me. i build my own barrier. they know me but they don’t know ‘me’. yet. i have trouble in trusting people and i still learn how to get rid of that.
How do you feel if one day you realize someone you think so dearest to you just take your feelings for granted?
Should we just laugh it off and find some new friends? Should we cry and make a drama to get them back? Should we just accept the fact that they don’t care about us as much as we care about them? Can we at least feel a little bit sad & cry?
act casual. no need for a drama. of course it’s really natural for us to be sad but we shouldn’t let it get to us. they don’t deserve it. now that you know their true selves you know how to deal with them. don’t let them step on your shoe.
i see friendship as "take it or leave it". don’t ask someone to change. if they feel the need to change they’ll do it without being told to. and when someone asked you to change and you don’t like it, want it, then don’t. let them choose. you deserve someone better.
